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Date: Thu, 10 Jan 2002 11:11:03 -0500 (EST)

mykael eagleton mize
....just storys of a stranger borne
into a strange world n' the way it leaves scars
like some crazy road map upon the flesh.

Sun, 16 Dec 2001 21:45:21 +1100 21Mar01-1151AM)



From: "mykael eagleton-mize"



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WHEN WE WERE LEGEND:



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I drink the liquid thunder



that drains from your fiery fury



the salt of your sweat



drives my



thirst



for



more







for



more



of the



urgent pressing



of



your



hardness



against



my



own hunger







the sweet bitter scream



of



every



cell



corpuscle



molecule



and



muscle



to



unite



to



entertwine with thine



sends lightning flashes



flying



from



this military tango



of



seething flesh







enmeshed



in



a battle



of



ecstatic give



and



frantic take



as we



dip



and



dive



and



swim



in



perfect time



in



the



genetic pool







yet because we both are with the same polar charge



we disturb it not.







Wearing



the cuffs



of



submission



and the



chains



of



devotion



I kneel before thee



my thunder one







I trace



the



bolt shaped line



with



my



tongue



that begins



below



your navel



and



extends



up to



your



solar plexus







and when you turn me to lay face down







you are so tender







when you turn me to lay







you are so gentle







but



as I begin to form



the



perfect fit







I drink the liquid thunder



that drains from your fiery fury



and



the salt



of



your



sweat



drives my



thirst



for more







for



more



of



the



urgent



pressing



of



your



hardness



against



my own hunger.











(c) mykael eagleton mize/ 2001/ QuickSand Ballet



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INTRODUCING: mykael eagleton mize
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Hey Kiddo You gave my ego such a pump I take the

liberty of dropping one on ya ...... and what the hell

am I doing up at 4;06 am eh?

sheesh!



ps: Virgo,

Capr rising Moon in Leo

Scorpion midheaven and

BOTH Venus and Mars

+

Sun in Virgo.



Im a Triple Virgo

no wonder im such a F@#$% mess
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(c) A mykael eagleton mize/ 2001/ QuickSand Ballet
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============
Friday Hurts
============

Friday night
is the most painful
the sound of someones laughter
off in the summer night

while my telephone crys silently

dusty in its corner
I sit frozen
I could do this or thus

I remain frozen halfway in another world
where I dont hear fast cars
full of fun lovers
blasting by

Friday
is the most sacred night
for all solemn supplicants

tonight the rule is
to stay on my bare knees
until they bleed into the sisel welcome mat
and
maybe by midnight
I'll find atonement

for always being by myself

for always taking up space

for feeling left with nothing to give

nor any reason left to live

Friday nights
are the worst of all
when I can hear the distant sound
of others
living
and
laughing so carelessly

and
my telephone sleeps so silently

and
I promise myself I'm not gonna cry

no not this time

I sit on the sofa with my hands together
cause I'm gonna behave,

just wait for the pills
to make me sleepy

and

Trent Reznor promises he won't let me fall apart
he says it everytime

well I love you Trent
I trust your intent

but I don't believe you anymore

but one thing true is
the drowzy delicious nod
as
my head
and
the pain
and
the world
and

Friday night

swims

away,

away,

away

I slip deliciously

away,

away,

no more pain
till I wake up
on

Saturday.
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©Mykael Eagleton Mize /9/27/2001/ Quicksand Ballet/
Reproduction is prohibited without express permission of the author
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SURVIVORS!

aieeeeee!

I takes a chance on your forbearance and give in to my own


indulgence, but its a bit more,

its the way I express myself best - I think - Please dont feel as though you are obliged to comment

although I accept CONSTRUCTIVE criticism very casually,

I simply write your name very calmly on my hit list and...
LOL ~Joko-Mio~! ...

and no comment is just as fine after all it was my choice to throw this out here...... we all have our own unique modes of expression

its vot makes der - plink - vorld go round,

der, -plink - vorld go round.



ok I'm outta here



warm love to all,



mykael



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4or hymn

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When he says a nice thing

about me

or

what I do

I start to feel all strange inside

the compliments I've known are few



I begin to fantasize his tongue

his lips

his grip,

the hand that holds his pen

the hand that holds his penis

when

he urinates

or

satisfies himself



I alone

am

all alone

too often

by myself


and

when I witness his anger

it only whets my hunger



my appetite has grown

immense

and if my dark desires cause him

disgust or offense


shall I apologise then for my lonliness?



it eats me up

I'm too old for this

yet

I see youth in the mirror

I know

it is no lie here

when

I see confusion there



I alone

am

all alone

too often

by my self

I am

too beautiful

to waste away

my best years on a shelf



while yet I fade away

(a kind word that he said)

I alone

am

still alone



(his indignation enraptures me)



should I apologize for feeling as I do?



Ahh you,

you know, who you are

but I'm only writing out my heart

what harm,

what possible harm

can this feeling do to you?



I am just unaccustomed

to a kind word

spoken to me

from one

so

tenderly masculine,

so

very sensitively male...



I myself of streetwise stride,

goateed chin

and

wiry build,

long-hair shorn

and

tough flesh borne,


caught a fantasy by your verb



its just

I alone

am

all alone



too often by myself.

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©Mykael Eagleton Mize/2001/Space Faktory Musick/Random Axe of Blindness/Queer Notions/

Reproduction is prohibited without express permission of the author.

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